Q. Why you do not say that you are from India and you are a good teacher?
A. Most of the people use India and Indian teacher name to attract people. In India also yoga is totally business now. I don't want to use my country name for these things. If you are good people will come to know and if you are wrong people will come to know.
Q. Most of the people want to go America why don't you want to go again?
A. I am here with you people and I am happy. Yoga has become a big business in America, India and other countries. Of course I will go again when time will come, but in America nobody need people like me. Now I am here with you people but it means not that I will not go again. I remember so many people loved me there. You cannot hate me, but you can cheat me easily.
I want to visit the whole world.
Q. We all love you and we want you to be with us, don't go.
A. I love you all too, but I can not be with you. And don't depend on me. Whatever you are feeling and experiencing your love that is within you. I have not done any miracle. The greatest miracle is within you. I have only knocked your heart. Don't depend on me; I have to go from here and one day from this world. Thanks.
Q. We are really lucky to have you here and thanks for making us to feel the real love and peace.
A. Thanks, really you all are lucky and I am also lucky. I never speak anything to teach others. People were behind me that please teach, say something but I simply say I don't know anything, go to another teacher. Really you all are lucky. You all are the first whom I told all these things. I hide myself since so many years. I don't want to give you example. You all are examples here. I can not misuse my love or what I have. They don't come behind me but they are coming behind love and peace. Most of you are yoga teacher and that's why I told you all these things because teacher is very meaningful and greatest work on this earth, but teacher live for society, country and world.
Q. I came to attend this ten days program and what I am feeling and experiencing, I can not speak in word. I can feel you are not taking care of yourself. One request please takes care of yourself.
A. Thanks. I don't know only one thing that is how to take care of myself. Sometimes I even don't eat food for even two three days, but I will try my best to take care. I don't save money in my bank account, but you people must save money in your bank account. You know, few days before one person open one bank account for me, but I forget the password.
Q. When I just sit with you in class or when you teach meditation in group then I feel the flow of love and peace in my heart. And once you go, once you finished class then it remain just for few minutes. Always tears come from my eyes and I feel also pain. Why you give this pain to me. Not only I but so many other students are feeling same thing. I hate you, I will never remember you but I love you from my heart.
A. Mostly you live with your mind and when you are with mind then you are far from yourself, far from within. In class you feel not because of me but you feel because of situation. All things become like peace and love. When I give you some instruction that also become like meditation, your every breath become like love and peace because you are not with mind but you are going beyond mind. When you touch the deep then you feel the reality of life. Just be here now. Tears come in your eyes but that is not because of pain. This tears is the lovely tears, it is so beautiful so meaningful. When you have love in your heart then also tears come but when you hate someone then tears never come. You say that you will never remember me and you hate me. I know and I can see your love also in your words. You are close to yourself. Once again don't stuck with me, don't depend on me. I am just a simple person, just like you and other people. Be with yourself, go within. Do all work like meditation, every work can be the blissful state and every work is meditation technique. I accept your hate and love also.
Q. You have shown us the deep love and life. How I can give you thanks. I know I will be not able to meet you again. I feel you are like God in my heart. Thanks again.
A. I have not shown you anything. Whatever love and peace and calmness you are feeling; these all things are with you always, all the time. Don't need to give me thanks, give thanks to God who makes us available here. I also give thanks to all of you for giving your valuable time for yourself. Words are just to communicate and once you experience then you don't need any words. Take care. Thank you.
Q. Why we love you so much?
A. Because I love you.
Q. When you teach us why don't you charge fee?
A. I just want to give you and what I give you, you can not buy it and I can not sale it. This is only to give not to sale. If I take fee then you can not feel so many things. Taking fee for this is just like that mother is telling her child that give this much money because I gave you my love. If I want money then I will do another work but I can not sale yoga, meditation, life and love. If I take money then there will be great wall between me and you and I don't want that grate wall. I flow with my heart and my heart always says that everything is for everyone and who am I to take fee for this. This sun, moon gives light to everyone and they don't ask you money and that's why this sun and moon is great. When mother start taking money from child for giving birth and protecting then really she is no mother. I will be no more what I am now. I will be not able to tell you all things. Don't think about this. I am only for people not for the money. If God give me boon that you want to enjoy the whole wealth of this earth and live as longer you want or you want to see all the people happy; then I will tell that give me only one boon that everyone should be healthy and live peacefully their life. My whole heart is only love. Even there is ocean of love in your heart but you are far from your heart and your love of heart remains in heart and one day time come when you will be not having time.
Q. Yesterday I saw that one student wanted to touch your feet but you did not allow her to touch your feet. Why?
A. I know she respect me but really I don't like touching feet. The same love and peace is in her heart also. And when this touching feet start then it become like formality and then it goes to wrong way. For me no one is small and no one simple. We all are same. And I am not so great I am just like you. You all are great, everyone is extraordinary.
Q. You love us so much and we all feel it. Tears come in eyes and heart cry when you are with us because we always feel that you are giving us your everything. We also love you but same time we become sometime selfish and forget you. Just few days back you got some problems and doctor told you to take rest and you did not come to take class for ten days. We did not go even to see you. I am so sorry. Did you feel pain that we did not come to see you? I feel my self that I was selfish and did not understand you and your love and kindness.
A. Why you are asking me now? But I will tell you my love and heart is gifted by God. And whenever I get problem by people then I asked God that why you have not make me selfish and when you have given me this pure love and heart then why people give me this pain. And whenever I asked him always reply comes from within that I can take this pain that's why they give me pain. When child is in mother's womb then only mother can take that pain and that's why mother is great. No doubts when you become young then you leave your mother but mother is mother and every mother have to go through this pain. These things are very small for me that you people did not come to see me. Yes I was waiting for you all that you all will come to see me. I was waiting for your help but you all become so great that why you need to come to see me. And really when you have some problems then you look back that your friend and relatives are with you or not. And when you find someone then your fifty percent problems get solved. I was waiting for you all. I used to keep door open from morning to evening but no one come. When someone used to come from downstairs then I used to feel that you all are coming but you never come. I cried my self and I also remove tears myself. Those ten days was very painful for me but I love pain also. I know you can forget me anytime, you can hate me any time and you can leave me anytime. This is very small for me I have got tortured so many times at so many steps. Once I took four days leave and they cut my whole month salary. I worked and every month they used to do drama with me for giving payment. I can not tell you everything and if I tell you then you all will start crying and I am telling you something because you can understand this world also and may you know better then me. I know very well that I am alone.
Q. Why you are so attractive? When I look at your eyes I feel the deep love and peace.
A. I do not see mirror more than one time in day and some time I do not see mirror even for few days. But I know I am not so handsome or attractive. I know I am a very simple person. Yes my heart is pure and I can make you feel your own love. I can make you feel your own happiness and I can also make you feel your own pain, tears if you come to me.
Q. I always feel that you have more respect for girls, women, why? Why you love them more?
A. I love and respect them more because very few people love and respect them. Mostly the men use the women and throw them. They use just to have their sexual relation and to get help in daily life. If you look at past then you will see that how people have misuse female. They are with you till they need you. If you are thinking that someone loves you then really you are dreaming. Once if they get more beautiful girl than you then they will not take more time to give you divorce. This is the mentality of men. And you think they love you. But there are people that they have love in their heart. But I am telling you the fact. Before taking birth people start thinking to kill girl and examples are in front of you. When the babies are in the mothers' wombs then only people kill them just because she is girl and I get scared that how a mother can be ready to kill her own child even that she knew this that she has also born as a girl. I know so many of you know these things. In whole world it has become a fashion to kill the child in womb if she is girl and doctors are ready to do this. When I think about these things then really feel pain that how people can be like this, how a mother can be like this that she can tell to doctor that kill my baby because baby is girl. And what is wrong when your boy becomes young and he leaves you alone and goes with his wife. No, please don't do more. I will suggest you and also pray for all of you that don't do these thing, you are also like the mother, don't kill the baby. You are also girl, how you have forgotten this. Please don't ask me these things I feel more pain. You think you are famous. No, you are just spoiling the nature of your own being. You see that people are your fans. Your photos are coming in front page of magazine and you feel proud; then I will tell you no, go and cry. But you can not understand yourself; it will take you lots of time. You think enjoy this life and you do what men want. Really you are in same category like in past men used to use women. Only the form has changed, otherwise everything is same. In India in past this was happening on the name of religion that if the husband dies, then with husband, wife also has to die, and people used to burn that women with the dead men. But if the wife dies then men start searching new girl. I don't want to tell you but I will tell you that ask yourself that are there any person who loves you and respecting your heart and you will find, no. They just want your body nothing more than that. You are the great, only you need to understand yourself. Your heart is so pure and you can go in the deep meditation. You are the symbol of love and peace but you have taken totally different form and you are destroying your own nature. You are not just to entertain someone. You are not just for this, you are not to make other entertain and you are you. But you can not understand yourself. Whole world is forgetting this and you are also helping them. |